I Had a Heart Attack - Well, Praise the Lord!
by Michelle Mackin(54)Blogz.org Higher Level Blogging
Well, praise the Lord, I’ve had a heart attack and I’m here to talk about it!
The doctors have been saying ever since I was born that I was going to die. I was born about two-and-a-half months premature, and the doctors said I would never make it. When I was only eight years old, I went into a coma for about two weeks and the doctors said I was going to die. I was diagnosed with Type I Diabetes when they discovered that my blood sugar was at 1,000! The doctors said I was going to die. When I was pregnant with my twins, the doctor told me to have an abortion, that the children and I would die.
So, all my life the doctors have been telling me one reason after another why I was going to die. I’ve heard it all. Nevertheless, here I am - by the grace of God, alive and well, happily married, and the proud mother of three children, and the grandmother of three beautiful grandchildren to boot.
Last year was not a particularly good year. I experienced several falls, which resulted in broken wrists and ribs. But, I’m alive! I didn’t think it could get any worse after that, but then, this year… the heart attack.
Well, praise the Lord!
The Bible tells us to “thank God in all things for this is his will concerning you in Christ Jesus.” Notice, the Word doesn’t say to thank him “for” all things, but “ in” all things. That means that I don’t have to like what happens to me or even thank God for what happens to me, but I do need to be thankful regardless of what happens to me.
In the book of Romans, the Apostle Paul teaches us that “All things work together for the better for those who love the Lord and who are called according to his purpose.” So, no matter what happens God is still large and in charge! He doesn’t abandon us. Jesus said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.”
Thank you, Jesus!
OK… so I have had a heart attack. However, when I think about what my Lord and Savior went through when he died for me upon the cross on Calvary, my little heart attack pales in comparison. They say that when a person dies by crucifixion that it so traumatizes the body that the heart actually explodes! Jesus died of a broken heart and he did that for you and for me.
Thank you, Jesus! Thank you for paying the ultimate sacrifice so that I could find forgiveness in your love. And… thank you for the life you have given me… one day at a time.
Jesus died of a broken heart for you and me.
Article submitted Tuesday, February 23, 2010 & read 213 times.
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» left by Mark Parsec(373)(157 days 3 hours ago.)
Michelle,I am so grateful to God that you are in my life. I thank Him for you each and every day. I love you more than words can ever say... my angel with a broken wing.I will always love you,MarkRespond to this comment
» left by Anonymous (156 days 9 hours ago.)
Thanks Mark,
I too am grateful that God put you in my life. I would't know what to do without you. I love you more!
Love Michelle
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» left by Zeph Agayo from Philippines (157 days 3 hours ago.)
I have to say that you are an incredibly strong woman. I'm sure many will find this inspiring. Best wishes!Respond to this comment
» left by Michelle Mackin(54) (156 days 9 hours ago.)
Thanks Zeph,
I hope this inspires people and doesn't focus on the whoa is me issues.
Blessings,
Michelle
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» left by Greg (157 days 3 hours ago.)
Best wishes Michelle. That must have been very scary. I'm glad you survived.- GRespond to this comment
» left by Michelle Mackin(54) (156 days 9 hours ago.)
Thanks Greg,
Yes it was scary and it is not over yet. I am trying to focus on the good things instead.
Blessings,
Michelle
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» left by Fran Larson(40) (157 days 2 hours ago.)
Michelle, I have been thinking about you. I am glad to see you are writing about your heart attach. I think talking about it and writing will really help you. I pray you will get back to good health soon.Respond to this comment
» left by Michelle Mackin(54) (156 days 9 hours ago.)
Hi Fran,
My writing has been lagging much. Nonetheless, I am doing my best at trying to see the positive. Thanks for stopping by.
Love, hugs and blessings,
Michelle
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» left by Kacy Carr (156 days 17 hours ago.)
Hi Michelle thank you for letting us in on this matter so we can understand what you have went through. I can only but say thank you for sharing and wish you a speedy recovery.Keep wellKacyRespond to this comment
» left by Michelle Mackin(54) (156 days 9 hours ago.)
Thank you Kacy,
I am not even sure I understand. I just have to accept life on life's terms. Thanks for stopping by.
Blessings,
Michelle
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» left by Bruce Horst (156 days 16 hours ago.)
We're praying for you Michelle!Respond to this comment
» left by Michelle Mackin(54) (156 days 9 hours ago.)
Thank you Bruce,
Prayers are a wonderful solution. God is still in the healing business.
Blessings to you and yours,
Michelle
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» left by Teresa Ortiz (156 days 10 hours ago.)
Michellie!!!!!! Praise the Lord - you are an incredible mouth piece and all I can say is it must be the enemy trying to shut you up and praise the Lord your are shouting all the more! You are in my prayers girlfriend! Love, TRespond to this comment
» left by Michelle Mackin(54) (156 days 9 hours ago.)
Thank you Teresa!
I may be a small person, yet God gave me a mouth to talk about His gloryl As long as I am capable of using it, I will.
Love, hugs and blessings,
Michelle
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» left by Ella Camp from Texas (156 days 10 hours ago.)
You are a brave woman. You know how to use the strength of God, the way we are meant to. God has more than enough strength for all of us, we only need to partake of it. No matter what any one here on earth says- you will not die until your job here is finished. I know God is with you.- EllaRespond to this comment
» left by Michelle Mackin(54) (156 days 9 hours ago.)
Thank you Ella,
It is funny because I keep telling Mark that I want to be with Jesus, but not until I have finished the work here He wants me to do. As far as that ugly worm fighting all this, he is a liar and has no authority over God.
Love, hugs and blessings,
Michelle
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» left by Dave Smythe from San Diego, CA (156 days 8 hours ago.)
Michelle you are truly blessed. This is such a great article.Respond to this comment
» left by Michelle Mackin(54) (154 days 18 hours ago.)
Thank you very much Dave,
Yes, I am truly blessed and knowing this is what keeps me going even when I feel I can't. The Lord must have something I need to do for Him and I am definitely willing after all He has done for me.
Blessings,
Michelle
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» left by Anonymous (156 days 4 hours ago.)
Glad to see you writing about it.Love you,MomRespond to this comment
» left by Michelle Mackin(54) (154 days 18 hours ago.)
Thanks Mom,
I wasn't sure I wanted to write about it because I didn't want to sound like I was on the pity potty. Now I am glad that I did.
Love you,
Michelle
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» left by Rich Vail from Pikesville, MD (155 days 16 hours ago.)
I hope you'e doing better...Rich VailPikesville, MDRespond to this comment
» left by Michelle Mackin(54) (154 days 18 hours ago.)
Thanks Rich,
For the moment I am doing well. I am not looking forward to the myriad of tests that are soon to be. Nonetheless, one day a time and the Lord is faithful to carry me through.
Blessings,
Michelle
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» left by Polly from MN (155 days 15 hours ago.)
Inspiring -just goes to show you can do anything with will and determination. I hope you are on the mend. Thanks for sharing. Statistics show twice as many woman die from heart attack, stroke,and cardiovascular diseases compared to forms of cancer. So, with that your article becomes important for woman to be proactive in their health.Respond to this comment
» left by Michelle Mackin(54) (154 days 18 hours ago.)
Thank you so much Polly,
I have to admit however, that it is the Lord that gives me the will and determination to live. He must still have work for me to do here and that I cannot ignore.
Blessings,
Michelle
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» left by Marijo Phelps (155 days 15 hours ago.)
IN all things - so aptly put - that doesn't mean that we will not go through "things" that is how He proves His faithfulness over and over and how we grow "character" (fruit of the Holy Spirit) gifts are gifts fruit show growth and we all so much want that growth. Praying for you - knowing this is a challenging time for you guys! Love you, O, too, am praising the Lord that you are still with us! MarijoRespond to this comment
» left by Michelle Mackin(54) (154 days 18 hours ago.)
AMEN Marijo,
It appears to me that the Lord is just making me stronger through this. He must still have work here for me. Thank you for all the prayers.
Love, hugs and blessings,
Michelle
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» left by Jeff Brown (155 days 12 hours ago.)
Michelle,Got your email, glad to hear you're OK. I know quite a bit about heart problems with my SVT, palpitations, and such. It's certainly not like a sore arm or sprained ankle, is it? And yes, the Savior is there always. I felt him there in my two weeks of lying in the hospital after cancer surgery and the year of chemo and radiation after, then the various side effects I've had over the last seven years since. It certainly makes us understand how fragile and weak we are and how we have to do His bidding or .... well, die? Hmmmmmm. To Him, what we do for others and how we live our lives is serious business. Well, I hope you're feeling better. You certainly have the right perspective. Let me know if you want some heart-health suggestions. My wife has prescribed all kinds of food and supplements, etc. for me. I'll share. Peace!Respond to this comment
» left by Michelle Mackin(54) (154 days 18 hours ago.)
Thanks Jeff,
Sounds as though we have some physical battles that the Lord uses to His glory. I don't plan on giving up until the day he calls me. I would also love to hear about your wifes heart-health suggestions. You can email them to me at my email address. I am more apt to recieve them there sooner.
Love, hugs and blessings to you and yours,
Michelle
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» left by Paul Schroeder (155 days 8 hours ago.)
With your faith I should never worry about transitioning from Earth to Heaven, again; but there's no rush about this, you know?Stick around until you're 100!Respond to this comment
» left by Michelle Mackin(54) (154 days 18 hours ago.)
Thanks Paus for such kind words. And don't worry, I think I am too onry to go anywhere to soon. Besides, to me it is apparant that the Lord isn't through with me yet. Besides, what would Mark do without me? LOL
Love, hugs and blessings,
Michelle
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» left by Arthur Johnson (154 days 17 hours ago.)
Powerful testimony! Powerful! God is a wondeful God. Your faith in Him has kept thru every obstacle. I pray right now in the name of Jesus for your strength and comfort. I speak victory and deliverance over anything that is not of God! I ask these things in Jesus name! Amen!Respond to this comment
» left by Michelle Mackin(54) (153 days 8 hours ago.)
Thank you Arthur,
Absolutely true. Without God the doctors and all the masks would do nothing.
Blessings,
Michelle
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» left by mogama (153 days 23 hours ago.)
Well, Michelle, I'm glad you're around to relate this experience. And you've set a wonderful example by your grateful attitude. You know it's not natural to respond like that to a trauma. That tells me there is something about your spiritual heart that no attack on your physical heart can touch. ~mogama~Respond to this comment
» left by Michelle Mackin(54) (153 days 8 hours ago.)
God bless you Mogama,
I truly believe that my heart belongs to Jesus. No matter what happens to me physically, emotionally or otherwise, until the Lord says it is time, I am not going anywhere. Just one more for Jesus I pray.
Love, hugs and blessings to you and yours,
Michelle
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» left by Robert Greyeagle(1) (149 days 4 hours ago.)
Michelle, you are the greatest example of a Christian I have come to know as a friend. As I was reading your article, I was reminded of a great Cherokee woman warrior and leader. Her English name was Nancy Ward. Her attitude and life outlook was like yours. Would that every Christian could see through your eyes and believe as you do. You are strong in the Lord. God bless you, my friend! Walk in peace.Respond to this comment
» left by Michelle Mackin(54) (144 days 16 hours ago.)
Thank you for such kind comments Robert,
However, I wouldn't say I am great. I am just a sinner saved by God's grace. Have a beautiful day.
Blessings,
Michelle
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» left by Anonymous (145 days 10 hours ago.)
God Bless.Respond to this comment
» left by Michelle Mackin(54) (144 days 16 hours ago.)
Thank you Anon,
May God bless you also.
Blessings,
Michelle
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